Wow... Looking back at my last post, I have left this blog stranded for nearly a month. Can't fulfill my promises on regular posting is one big regret of mine as I don't really have the leisure to sit down and write stories anymore.
18 more days, I would enter another journey of mine. This time, I would be older by one, which seems to become more and more significant than it used to be when we were only a few years old. This time around, I would celebrate my birthday not only with friends and family but also with colleagues, boss and some other business people I got to know during this few months of work.
Also, it marks a very important date. Its a decade into the millennium which reminded me of the way I celebrate new year back in year 2000. I was 2 days to 13 years old then, young, energetic and vibrant. That time I would have thought, what this playful, ambitious, immature young boy would accomplish in 10 years time. Well, not much I guess but I had fulfilled some of my wildest dream. To name some, ermmm, beating my cousins in SPM results (which in the end, I got beaten by my bro. Hell yeah, we are brought up in a very competitive environment), to have my first girlfriend (which in the end, I end up having a few exes -.-"), visited several countries, participated in various activities, turned myself from a homey boy into a very outgoing person, finishing university (which I did, but not in an oversea university) and last but not least - become a son that will make my parents feel proud (my proudest achievement of all).
However, I did flunk up some stuff in between. Fail in relationship time after time, not hardworking enough when it matter most (SPM and Uni Final Semester), involve in road accidents 3 times, have not went to Europe for a backpacking experience and still so playful after all these years.
But all these experience.... ahhhhhh... is a very very wonderful experience for me. I will never forget all these wonderful days with friends whether its from secondary school, college days or uni-mates. I feel that I am so blessed to get to know you guys, for I know you all could be the best- friend on earth. Something that cannot be bought by money, not even Mastercard or WorldCard.
Ok, now there are about 15 more days to 2010. Next year would be ultimately challenging for me. Might be the time to decide on my career and future. Whether I would be continuing my journey in the current company, do something I like or to get back into the university and start studying for Masters.
Hahahaha. And then, 2010 till 2020. Another 10 years to go. Various things I want to achieve during this period. It's going to be a lot more tougher but I believe, that if you put effort into it, you will at least get half of it.
My friends and colleagues always say, "Alex you always do something extra." "Alex, dont fucking so hardworking can or not." "You are doing great dude, keep up the good work". However, I dont take these praise seriously. I only ask myself one very simple question,
"What's next, Alex Cheang Khai Loon ? ".
Yes. I am a man that is hard to be satisfied. Nothing stays and everything can still be improved. So why stop ? Let's move on and do even better ! !
孩子,对不起
9 years ago